All I can say, Kristi, is that you are one of the bravest people I've ever read and I am so grateful for your honesty and your truth. We have been so close to where you have; whose to say we won't end up there? I can't even put my toe in the water of imagining what that would be like.

I don't want to think about it or acknowledge it could ever happen to our family. I want to find someway that your are different from me and your son is different from my son and someone God loves me more than you. But I know better.